I get it! I really do. 8ut may8e work on 8eing less of a depressive sad sack. You have told me a lot a8out your life, and the shit you've 8een through, and I'm not saying it's not heavy, 8ut if you already have friends who care a8out you this much, what exactly are you risking 8y putting yourself out there?
which part the 'i didn't have friends until i was 15 and im a social mess' part the 'shiemi absolutely destroyed me' part or the 'my brother is a giant asshole' part?
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Date: 2019-01-13 01:37 am (UTC)You are really lucky. I hope you know that.
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Date: 2019-01-14 01:23 am (UTC)i do
i wouldnt be here at all if not for them
i dunno if ill ever be able to show them all how much they mean to me but its a lot
i mean i care about my friends here too but shit i wouldnt have you all if not for them yknow?
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Date: 2019-01-17 07:56 am (UTC)I really do.
8ut may8e work on 8eing less of a depressive sad sack.
You have told me a lot a8out your life, and the shit you've 8een through, and I'm not saying it's not heavy,
8ut if you already have friends who care a8out you this much, what exactly are you risking 8y putting yourself out there?
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Date: 2019-01-18 04:03 am (UTC)jk
im trying there was just a lot of shit going on and its hard not to worry about whats gonna happen when i go back
i know im not really risking anything if i do but it doesnt stop me from being nervous about it
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Date: 2019-01-18 07:03 am (UTC)Honestly, you want to know my real advice?
Get over it.
[ well, it's straightforward, at least. ]
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Date: 2019-01-18 08:03 am (UTC)the 'i didn't have friends until i was 15 and im a social mess' part
the 'shiemi absolutely destroyed me' part
or the 'my brother is a giant asshole' part?
actually forget the last one im already oer that