That's... actually a good question. Rin knows now more than he used to that he never really understood Yukio and probably still doesn't, but... he can still hazard a guess.]
You're missin' like two whole years, Yukio.
[He shifted his hands down to Yukio's shoulders not wanting to keep forcing his brother to look at him if he really didn't want to.
Rin's expression was far from disappointed, though. Most of what was reading was concern and sadness.]
We've always been together, right? Even if you did go off to True Cross and I didn't like how it was supposed to go, it's not like you were that far away. I think I'd be freaked out, too, if you came to me one day two years older with memories that I couldn't understand.
But I-- [He rubs at his eyes, tries to wipe away tears, shakes his head.]
I should be glad for you. I shouldn't let you know I'm freaked out. It's not fair to you to have to deal with my problems after everything you've been through.
Well... I won't lie to you there - it would be nice if you were glad for me. But, seriously, I'd be an even bigger asshole if I was like "no, you have to feel this way". And we all have our problems. I'm gettin' married, I'm not livin' the fairy tale perfect life.
[Rin smiled that fangy smile of his, eyes still betraying sadness but his tail wagging anyway. He ruffled Yukio's hair, going back to the other side of the counter.]
Take your time. Anyway, I should be able to stay tonight. I let everyone know I was gonna be away for a bit.
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Date: 2020-12-21 07:43 am (UTC)That's... actually a good question. Rin knows now more than he used to that he never really understood Yukio and probably still doesn't, but... he can still hazard a guess.]
You're missin' like two whole years, Yukio.
[He shifted his hands down to Yukio's shoulders not wanting to keep forcing his brother to look at him if he really didn't want to.
Rin's expression was far from disappointed, though. Most of what was reading was concern and sadness.]
We've always been together, right? Even if you did go off to True Cross and I didn't like how it was supposed to go, it's not like you were that far away. I think I'd be freaked out, too, if you came to me one day two years older with memories that I couldn't understand.
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Date: 2020-12-22 01:41 am (UTC)I should be glad for you. I shouldn't let you know I'm freaked out. It's not fair to you to have to deal with my problems after everything you've been through.
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Date: 2020-12-30 04:07 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2021-01-01 01:49 am (UTC)I'll be glad for you later. [He will. He'll have to be. Just not right now.]
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Date: 2021-01-09 07:35 pm (UTC)Take your time. Anyway, I should be able to stay tonight. I let everyone know I was gonna be away for a bit.
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Date: 2021-01-10 12:32 am (UTC)Thank you, nii-san.