[Yukio should eat this calmly and take his time, but instead he's just chugging that soup, despite the heat. The hunger is really getting to him, but this blunts the edge of it a little bit.]
No, [he says, staring down at the empty container, an embarrassed blush rising up on his cheeks.] It's just... mental.
[To Rin's credit, he does try to stop him, or at least starts to form a warning, but it's too late and Yukio just goes for it.
Yikes, bro.]
Probably... better that way, honestly. The parts can be annoyin' on top of everythin' else.
[Rin was used to them by now, but he'd also been here almost a year now.
He had considered a Dusklight Bracelet at one point just to not have to constantly deal with the physical changes but being a half demon with a tail already is enough for him.]
What else did you bring? [He'll stand now, getting out of bed with a bit of a frown. He doesn't want to leave his bed, he's comfortable, the bed is soft and the blankets are warm and everything about him right now wants to stay there. But that's Cordis. It's just the moon messing with his head, and he wants to do anything he can to fight against it.]
Rin waits until he's moved past to stand as well, listing off a pretty hefty selection of food. It's mostly from the main menu of the grill but he was able to fix up quite a few easier off menu items as well. He even had a some sashimi made up from the usual sushi ingredients he had, since he knew that was a favorite of Yukio's.
He hesitated in the doorway of the bedroom, though, still watching Yukio cautiously.]
I don't have'ta get back any time soon, if you want me to stick around. Or you could chase me out now.
[He gives a shrug like he doesn't care when really he does care. A lot.
He just doesn't know how to deal with Yukio any more than Yukio knows how to deal with... any of this.]
[Yukio doesn't look at Rin, but he doesn't chase him out. He doesn't want Rin to leave, he wants Rin to stay, to not leave him alone, for everything to be all right.
He smiles, a little bit more than just polite. There's a warmth there that's usually missing, the bubbling good mood he's trying to fight off showing through.]
Did you already eat? [Rin can eat some of this, if he wants. Just don't touch his fish.]
[Rin smiles back, but the way his ears twitch betray that he's not feeling quite the same warmth. He wants to. Lord, he wants to. But he knows this right now a heavily Cordis-affected Yukio and he can't quite shake the uncomfortable feeling that he's taking advantage of something here.
He scratched at his cheek and looked away, admitting after some uncertain hesitation:]
I usually take lunch around now but I haven't had anythin' yet, no...
[But hey, he made the sashimi special for Yukio. He's not going after it.]
It looks like you brought more than enough. You should eat. [He's mad at Rin, but this isn't about that. This has nothing to do with that and everything to do with how much he's fighting against the impulse to hug his brother and never let go.]
You're always pestering me to make sure I'm eating enough.
Mn, I mean, I can't drop everythin' all the time to come over, but you can visit the grill, too. Or, if you get a job somewhere else in the city, I can have my delivery guy take you lunch. Cloud's a good guy, he gets stuff where it needs to be fast.
Me either! If you're here long enough though you can apply for a business license, though. It was a lotta paperwork and I had to have help in figurin' out the more uh... business-y things but yeah, that place is all mine~
[He grins, showing off fangs with pride. He can't help it. As tense as things are between them it's the one thing he actually wanted Yukio to know about.
[Exorcism had been out of necessity, a desire to prove himself more than just "the son of Satan" and not be executed on the spot. The longer he was away from True Cross, though, the less he felt that drive and the more he felt like he just wanted to be normal, even just a fraction more than he was.
He still fought here, sometimes, when it was needed and things got crazy but his main focus had been on the grill.
And on Kohaku.]
Heh. Thanks. You think you're gonna go back to doctor stuff? I know there's a few clinics and the hospitals here.
[Mumbled so eloquently around a mouthful of noodles.]
I was already seventeen when I got here so I didn't really bother with it, but there is a school here. Though, really, prismals and moonblessed are all pretty forgivin' of "not a lot of practical experience" considerin'. Y'know. Everythin'.
[Rin has to bite back the urge to say something stupid, like 'see, it's not so bad here'. Yukio doesn't need more reminders that he's far from home, with a twin brother two years older and being affected by a damn moon of all things.]
If you start to feel like you're gonna get tight on chroma, lemmie know? Even if you don't wanna do the whole touchyfeely thing I can give you some work at the grill in exchange for it.
[Rin blinks rapidly a few times before letting out a laugh. He was concerned at first but it's clear Yukio isn't going to completely choke on his food.]
What? Didn't expect me to think that far ahead? I know how you are about that shit. It ain't like you're hidin' how much you're tryin' to resist Cordis right now.
[He grins toothily again, resting a hand under his chin as his tail wags behind him mischievously.]
Ooooooooor you could just give in and let me give you a damn hug finally.
Shut up and hug me, nii-san. [He might get punchy if Rin doesn't hug him. Cordis has only been around for a day and a half, and Yukio already feels like if he doesn't hug someone he's going to die.]
["Shut up and hug me, nii-san" is probably the best thing he's heard in years.
Next to Kohaku saying 'yes' of course.
Still, his tail is wagging like crazy and his ears are all the way up, dopey grin of excitement plastered on his face as he goes in for that long over due hug.]
[Yukio is tense, and stays tense even as he grabs at Rin desperately, holds on like he's drowning and takes shaky gasps for air. It's warm. Rin is warm and safe and this is all overwhelming and he doesn't know why.
Yukio might be taller but he is absolutely hiding his face against Rin's shoulder.]
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Date: 2020-10-04 06:05 pm (UTC)No, [he says, staring down at the empty container, an embarrassed blush rising up on his cheeks.] It's just... mental.
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Date: 2020-10-04 06:11 pm (UTC)Yikes, bro.]
Probably... better that way, honestly. The parts can be annoyin' on top of everythin' else.
[Rin was used to them by now, but he'd also been here almost a year now.
He had considered a Dusklight Bracelet at one point just to not have to constantly deal with the physical changes but being a half demon with a tail already is enough for him.]
Still hungry?
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Date: 2020-10-04 06:17 pm (UTC)What else did you bring? [He'll stand now, getting out of bed with a bit of a frown. He doesn't want to leave his bed, he's comfortable, the bed is soft and the blankets are warm and everything about him right now wants to stay there. But that's Cordis. It's just the moon messing with his head, and he wants to do anything he can to fight against it.]
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Date: 2020-10-04 06:27 pm (UTC)Everyone does.
Rin waits until he's moved past to stand as well, listing off a pretty hefty selection of food. It's mostly from the main menu of the grill but he was able to fix up quite a few easier off menu items as well. He even had a some sashimi made up from the usual sushi ingredients he had, since he knew that was a favorite of Yukio's.
He hesitated in the doorway of the bedroom, though, still watching Yukio cautiously.]
I don't have'ta get back any time soon, if you want me to stick around. Or you could chase me out now.
[He gives a shrug like he doesn't care when really he does care. A lot.
He just doesn't know how to deal with Yukio any more than Yukio knows how to deal with... any of this.]
Either way.
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Date: 2020-10-04 06:35 pm (UTC)He smiles, a little bit more than just polite. There's a warmth there that's usually missing, the bubbling good mood he's trying to fight off showing through.]
Did you already eat? [Rin can eat some of this, if he wants. Just don't touch his fish.]
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Date: 2020-10-04 06:39 pm (UTC)He scratched at his cheek and looked away, admitting after some uncertain hesitation:]
I usually take lunch around now but I haven't had anythin' yet, no...
[But hey, he made the sashimi special for Yukio. He's not going after it.]
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Date: 2020-10-04 06:43 pm (UTC)You're always pestering me to make sure I'm eating enough.
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Date: 2020-10-04 06:47 pm (UTC)He lets out a soft laugh and finally moves from the doorway, coming into the kitchen properly to find one of the various dishes to dig into.]
Yeah, well, now I own a whole restaurant so you don't have any excuse not to have good meals.
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Date: 2020-10-04 06:50 pm (UTC)Doesn't that mean you'll be too busy to cook for me?
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Date: 2020-10-04 06:55 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2020-10-04 07:01 pm (UTC)After that impulse is shoved away:]
I'm impressed. I didn't think you'd ever own a restaurant. [Work at? Absolutely. Own? That seems too complicated for Rin.]
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Date: 2020-10-04 07:19 pm (UTC)Me either! If you're here long enough though you can apply for a business license, though. It was a lotta paperwork and I had to have help in figurin' out the more uh... business-y things but yeah, that place is all mine~
[He grins, showing off fangs with pride. He can't help it. As tense as things are between them it's the one thing he actually wanted Yukio to know about.
To see him succeeding at something.]
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Date: 2020-10-04 07:24 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2020-10-04 07:38 pm (UTC)He still fought here, sometimes, when it was needed and things got crazy but his main focus had been on the grill.
And on Kohaku.]
Heh. Thanks. You think you're gonna go back to doctor stuff? I know there's a few clinics and the hospitals here.
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Date: 2020-10-04 07:45 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2020-10-04 07:49 pm (UTC)[Mumbled so eloquently around a mouthful of noodles.]
I was already seventeen when I got here so I didn't really bother with it, but there is a school here. Though, really, prismals and moonblessed are all pretty forgivin' of "not a lot of practical experience" considerin'. Y'know. Everythin'.
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Date: 2020-10-04 07:58 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2020-10-04 08:09 pm (UTC)If you start to feel like you're gonna get tight on chroma, lemmie know? Even if you don't wanna do the whole touchyfeely thing I can give you some work at the grill in exchange for it.
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Date: 2020-10-04 08:16 pm (UTC)[And Yukio just goes red, ducking his head and shoving a too-big bits of food in his mouth and then choking on it a little bit.
He's fine! Just struggling not to give in to that constant urge to hug his brother.]
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Date: 2020-10-04 08:22 pm (UTC)What? Didn't expect me to think that far ahead? I know how you are about that shit. It ain't like you're hidin' how much you're tryin' to resist Cordis right now.
[He grins toothily again, resting a hand under his chin as his tail wags behind him mischievously.]
Ooooooooor you could just give in and let me give you a damn hug finally.
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Date: 2020-10-04 08:25 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2020-10-04 08:28 pm (UTC)Were he a lesser person he would absolutely take a picture for blackmail.
Actually he probably is a lesser person but he also really wants that hug.]
Okay, but no gettin' punchy.
[Gotta cover those bases, though. It is Yukio after all.]
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Date: 2020-10-04 08:31 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2020-10-04 08:34 pm (UTC)Next to Kohaku saying 'yes' of course.
Still, his tail is wagging like crazy and his ears are all the way up, dopey grin of excitement plastered on his face as he goes in for that long over due hug.]
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Date: 2020-10-04 08:40 pm (UTC)Yukio might be taller but he is absolutely hiding his face against Rin's shoulder.]
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